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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

oh god oh god,hazel's so dman proud of the cookies she baked please and thus decided she should be a show off for the night :D

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all wrapped up now
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closed up now : D

heeeeeee,im one proud baker:D
they're all for tmr's tchers day by the way,baked them afterschool with ally and sarah and then lydia and amelia came over!heh and guess what man,girlfriend's shoes got stolen!HAHAHAH oh god,i dont know waddahell someone would steal some old shoes with holes at the sides please,so yeah lydia gave her extra shoes which was teo size bigger!(god they totally looked like the scene in home run please)hilarious please
today i totally felt fat!was chocolate feasting at al's i tell you,DANG and best i didnt manage to jog cause i went home at ard 7 plus,DANG,i'll make sure i excerise crazy tmr
today's definately a hundred thousand times better than yesterday!hee
lessons were pretty okay and urghh my cough's getting worse!
okay i kinda ran outta stuff ta say already!HAHA wth man
i'll leave ya with the afters' lyircs!
WEIE FOUND THEM FOR ME!:DTHANK YOU!SURE MADE MY DAY MAN!:D

Time is slipping away
Days go by, fade away
With one eye opened, one closed
I think you know
Love will make you beautifu
lLove will make you beautiful
Thoughts swirl, spinning around
Weary, falling down
When out of the darkness a hand
Reach outHold fast

~Chorus~
Love will make you beautifu
lLove will make you beautiful
Turn round this time
Love is there to find
Lift your head and see
Open uo your eyes
Love will make you beautiful
Love will make you beautiful

aww,sweet aye?

i'll reply the tags the next entry yeah!running outta time


hazel Y 9:02 PM |


Monday, August 29, 2005

just caught some of spondgebobsquarepants;the esp was awfully retarded
came home from jog smelling like a man i tell you,totally STINKED
owells,today totally totally STINKED ;in fact one of my lousiest days of my life okay
piano exam was a flop,real flop okay,made hellaload of mistakes and damnit larh i know im gna fail,and if i ever pass,i already promised that i'll go church everyday for a week to give thanks.okay you guys must be thinking "yeah right man" but yeahh i meant it tho i think im gna fail,o wells!i hafta save up money now!gna need two fing hundred plus plus to retake the exam dang,sponsors anyone?
but ohh huge thank you to all the darlings who rmbed bout my exam and text me luck!loveyall!:D
BEST PART OF TODAY WAS THAT on the way to dhoby,i got molested by some fucker.i didnt quite react much cause i was sure yet unsure,ya know those kinda stuff? i was thinking was it his bag or what,but when he tried ta squeeze my ass the second time(i dont think he managed to get much of my ass cause my skirt was rather tight fitting,which made everything quite firm?hahaha WTF),yeah i was quite sure i got molested!BUT DAMNIT LARH I WAS PRETTY PREOCCUPIED WITH MY SUCKY PIANO EXAM so i didnt scream or whatever,didnt tell mum either dang.wtf larh total dumbass larh,i hope that fucker's hands get run/smashed/chopped off in some accident okay damnit and mum was being a total b the whole day larh, SEE,TOLDCHA MY DAY TOTALLY SUCKED,please please no other soul's day could be worse than mine la,oh and i ended the day with a sucky jog too yay(besides the fact that i saw the same eyecandy i saw yesterday!hahaha now i know he stays in gardens!hahahaha!)
saw my neighbour doing some break moves,-coughsposuercoughs!
and ohh i was thinking bout everything during my jog again
and ive decided that i'll do the right thing for once,okay i dont wanna quite talk bout it here cause i dont really know howta express everything that i feel inta words,dang,dumb
things im gna do right now and nothing else!
1.STUDY
2.PLAY PIANO,i'll pass my grade 7 retake with distinctions i swear
3.GO FOR CONFESSION THIS WEEKEND,i promise.i NEED to feel better
4.NOT MAKE MY RENTS ANGRY,i'll try
5.SET UP MY GRADE 7 RETAKE FUNDS
6.NOT THINK BOUT ANYONE,ANYONE! already started by deleting hella of text msges (:
7.RUN THE FATS OFF
hmm and i was tinking shld i go for a haircut?need a new look,new start : /
urghh my life's just so f-ed up now and i just wna be alone
goodbye,off ta do maths

oh!change of hols plans!:D IM GOING TASMANIA!woolala!finally something ta look forward to.yay


hazel Y 7:46 PM |



oh boy oh boy
im left with barely 3 more hours to my piano exam please
IM SO FING NERVOUS NOW OKAY
urgh even coffee cant make me feel better

replies
priss!
YOU'RE DOING THE INVITES ALREADY?
GASP!SO COOL!
HAHAHA JAG'S FUNNY LARH :p
AHHH
IM SO FRIKKIN SCARED NOW LAMB!

MELIA!
GIRLFRIENDDDDD!
IM SO NERVOUS!SO MUCH SO THAT DAMNIT I NEEDTA GO TOILET,DANG


hazel Y 9:59 AM |


Saturday, August 27, 2005

why hazel whyy
whyyy does doing the right thing seem so hard whyyyy
whyyy isnt there any other alternatives for me whyyy
whyyy isnt there any church camps for me to join when i needed one to feel right whyyy
so many whyy whyy whyy why!
okay i sounded totally dohdoh(like how niq'll call it)
urghhhhhhh i feel fing messed up and i want my hk trip to come now!now!now!
so tired so tired of it all

why must i fall into the wrong kinda love whyy hazel whyy
HELLO HAZEL?! WAKE UP WAKE UP!: /

oh yes am currently still listening to the afters (:

replies
hmm bout wad was i thinking while jogging i'll tell you next time personally okay?
but please dont get freak out haha cause yes im freaked out with what am i feeling too
hahah wadhell,it didnt made sense
okay nvm bout max my dear (: love his permanent question mark ear (:
and ohh had fun laughing at jack please hee!
yes slumber shit please!sept holidayssss!
-shakeass
love ya

girlfriend
hey girl,urghh wish i could tell you everything now,feel so messy so confused
o wells,thank you for the luck!need it!damnit
love ya

and to my third tag
from kiddo i supposed,HAHHAA MY HALOSCAN HATES YOU SILLY
I CANT READ IT!: ( but thanks for tagging anyway!hee


hazel Y 10:01 AM |


Friday, August 26, 2005

am currently listening to The Afters' Love Will Make You Beautiful; yes yes again yes
been trying to recall how the tune went about in school but didnt manage to anyway.
owells,just got home from jog,was really feeling a lil tired,OKAY I ADMIT,I WAS FEELING LAZY LARH,but o wells!i managed to pyscho myself ta run anyway!: D yay!but jog wasnt as good as yesterday cause i kinda broke into stitches(spell?) like after a few mins of running but thank god phew i was able to tolerate it till home!-claps
and haha i saw mui rell and i dont know who else was it in the car!haha hilarious larh their faces
and i think it's kinda time to start increasing my running distance!but urghh i dont when to,still feel unfit and i dont wanna end up being disappointed in myself for not being able to run the dist ive expected myself ta,haha okay i'll stop sounding like a mad health freak
my friday turned out fine (: hahha besides the fact that IM GONNA FLOP MY CHINESE TEST hahaha sheesh,i really!need!to!start!studying!crazy!hazel!
went over to prissengrichgirl's house and HAHA OH GOD,MAX(HER HUGE HUGE DOG) SUDDENLY RAN INTO THE HOUSE WHEN WE WERE BINGE-ING ON SOME REALLY YUMMY CAKES FROM SWEET RECIPE PLEASE,DANG ME AND GIRLFRIEND WERE LIKE :O OH GOD OH GOD AND WOAHH PANICKED LIKE CRAZY LARH,and we were just so ready (haha were standing at her front door) all ready to run outta her house haha okay then we left for parkway,pris finally FINALLY bought her rusty shirt!heh,and i love the saleslady there larh,hahaha!that's just cause she complimented me HAHA okay im shameless
and oh pris darling,cheer up okay silly girl,dont cry,kp's real bitch larh,if ya want i can give ya my pullover!(: really!dont bother much bout the prototype uni okay? you really do look fineya really shocked me when ya cried okay.-hugetighthug
and i was thiking bout stuff again while jogging
urgh,hazel hazel,what shit ya gotten yaself into!
everything's going the wrong way hazel,damnit,do the right thing
i know it's difficult,TRY hazel TRY
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okay im stinking up my bro's room please
showertime!:D

goodbye all
lemonlime: ?


hazel Y 6:55 PM |


Thursday, August 25, 2005

am currently listening to "Love will make your beautiful" by The Afters
awfully great song niq senta me last night,super sweet yet depressing,dang
hazel's starting to feel the empty feeling,again,heh after so long aye
anyway,just finished yet another intimate session with mr piano keys,i tell you come sunday,my fingers will all be ultra mighty thin okay,been playing non stop for what seemed like an eternity! urghh on a lighter note,i met up with my new found friend!MS AMELIA CHAN XUEWEI (HAHAHA XUEWEI,see i rmbed) haha i reckon she's oli's long lost sista okay,hahah o wells!but she was great company larh,super hilarious haha although she thinks going out with me will give her abs,haha what rubbish,ohh and you wouldnt wanta know what kinda racist jokes we shared among each other okay (: and oei!i swear i'll be taller than you next year okay,betta watch out grrrr hee
and i managed ta go jogging this evening!haha after two days of slacking,i feel good!:D:D:D:D:D
today's stamina was mighty good somehow,haha ran like 8 mins faster than on monday? hahaha: Dyay! okay prob cause i was uber stressed and f up larh,cause my tutor from mavis called my dad and told him that i didnt go for yesterday's tution,DANG,and my dad didnt know that larh of cause,and if you guys are thinking i prob skipped it cause i was hanging ard town or something,WRONG,i didnt go cause i left my whole freaking crap chem shit file in my locker larh!and thus making going tution pointless please,damnit but of cause i didnt tell my dad the truth(whatever i just said) else he'll scold more,but oh wells i totally lost my lying skills larh somehow,was stammering the shitass outta me please
: / urghh felt super bad and f up larh,know my dad was very disappointed in me larh,dang,so hazel have decided to ground myself!hahaha dumbass i know but urgh,i'll TRY to be guai-er.(rolls eyes) but man,the scolding sure motivated me to run run run!heh:B
okay school was boring,it's thursday!HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY ONG AI MEI!HEEE,SOMEONE BIG LARH,17 YEARS OLD ALREADY AYE!BETTER LOVE ME CAUSE IVE GOT YA SOMETHING!(:
okay,history test was a flop larh,i failed by half mark,and ms yeo was like asking me and gf ta reflect whether we really did put in effort anot cause the current 15 year olds are actually do much better than us,when we were supposed ta be the better one cause we're doing it for the second thing blah blah blah sajdlksajdlkjsakldjslkadjlskajdklsad urgh well it's true larh,hafta admit ive been playing hell load damnit,it's really really urgh!time!to!start!studying!hazel!
yes so ive placed my books and notes on and my desk and i'll start at ten sharply!let's hope this much much determination concentration will stay for good(:
and damnit!i just realised i didnt bring my chinese text home!AND I HAVE A TEST TMR!
now i hate lockers okay!i swearrrr damnit

okay ive thought of a list of stuff i dislike,haha i know so random aye me
1.some stupid fing 14 year olds
2.my tummy askjlajdlksjlkdjalskjdlksjad fats
3.lockers!LOCKERS!
4.hate waiting for text replies urgh whatever!
5.drum stick case okay
6.piano,im so so gonna ditch it I CANT TAKE IT ANYMOREEEEE AHHHHH
7.hate it when i feel fing messed up,like im thinking bout stuff,but i really have no idea bout what,okay maybe i do know what am i thinking about but i dont wanna think bout it!damnit im talking trash
8.my face!it's fulla breakouts please,hideous creature growls
9.i hate feeling empty


i hafta bug mum bout dental appointment soon
haha teeth baby teeth!:D
i wish i could find the afters' lyrics and post it up,oh wells
im off,shall drown myself in books goodbye world

REPLIES
PRISS ENG
HAHA OH GOD,YOU SOUND TOTALLY CRAZY BACK THERE IN THE TAG LARH GIRL
chill!haha marilyn havent show me the bag!haha oh wells
i cant wait to slumber shit at ya house okay
soo cool
oh wells i love you girl!(:

liting
haha yay! peace girl peace!(:

lance
OATS!HAHA IM GONNA FLOP CHINESE TEST OKAY
TELL ME YA STUDIED!SO I CAN COPY!
CYA TMR SILLY


hazel Y 9:34 PM |


Monday, August 22, 2005

am currently listening to all time major earworm song:Gwen Stefani's Harujuku Girls
haha super grooving!one of the songs me and gf's always singing and thank god dad aint home from jog,else he'll be hearing this dear daughter singing the song super outta pitch please
major number of the day-3840
:D:D:D:D:D:D stamina's getting better!:D yay!feel awfully good after jog today,wasnt tired at all!hehehe uber happy am regaining my past stamina!:D
-shakesass
haha ohh im intending to sign up for standard chartered marathon!the individual 10km one!hmm but i wouldnt mind team either,anyone up for it?(:
so yes!im training!hahaha super early bird larh me, ive still got tons of time!the marathon's only like at 4th dec!hahah o wells and i realised there's actually sucha thing as running clubs!you just hafta email those emails ive found at www.singaporemarathon.com!
total coolness man,i wouldnt mind joining!:D hahaha when my stamina's back to my previous one that is(: anyway anyway,i suddenly got reminded of this upcoming pilates class!mum wouldnt allow me the last time cause of my thumb!but it's fully fully recovered now!so i shall bug her ta let me join the upcoming classes in sep!:D -crosses my fingers hopefully she'll let me!pleaseeeee!i need every way to get a slim bod please
dang
and urgh!it's 22nd of aug!DAMNIT!IM ONLY LEFT WITH 7 DAYS TO MY GRADE 7 PRACTICAL EXAM! damnit,i suddenly got the feeling of urgency and urgh!damnit i really cant afford ta fail it this time,wasted too much time already i shall practise for 1 hour later!hmm maybe longer!:/ damn the thought of me just sitting there for hours' total turn off larh o wells
school was okay,slow day i'll say,in fact nothing happened!went gardens with girlfriend and ive gotta sastify my craving-salad!:D yumm then gf came over ta my hse ta watch disc 1 of be with ya!some jappo show my bro bought larh,sweet
then gd hadta go home and i went for my evening jog!hah,how boring is that
and hmm i was thinking bout some stuff,some rather saw news actually
one of my good friends,ermm dont think i'll mention who she is cause i aint sure if she'll like it,well her family's breaking up,sheesh,i feel for her,hope she'll be strong
but you know what!god has his plans man,cause immediately after she hunged up crying to another of my gf,mtv called her and told her she've won some bag designed by mr joel madden himself please
that girl was totally sniggering over the phone please (:
hahaha and oh! me and gf saw shocking testimonials from certain someone very very dear to us all to someone else!hahaha that girl!-shakes head o wells,we both wished we could interfere in our dear friend's love life,but no
o wells,moving on,okay yesterday was rather good!went over to lamb's and OH MY GOD,PRISS ENG'S ONE RICH F!damnit!her house's so huge!and that girl yes!PRISS!YOU'RE AN UNGREATFUL BRAT I TELL YOU!she didnt seemta have much comments bout her house,o wells,all was good,her huge room,bro's room,living room,2 cars loadsa fridges,two crazy huge huge woah!big guarddogs and woah!the thousand kois swimming under her living room sort
damn,i feel so so poor all the sudden please
and oh bout yesterday's entry,well,to that girl
well i got pissed when i heard that you said something bout me acting princess and that's why chris broke up with me(crap!) well that was total rubbish larh huh,well well but all's the past so yeah,i hope ya didnt really meant what ya said larh huh,andoh!one more thing i got rather pissed when ya said something that was total ridiculous bout the retainees larh,which didnt absolutely made any sense at all larh,hope ya wont utter such rubbish without giving it second thought,sorry for calling ya a bitch,admit i said it in a fit of anger,
peace aye

you know,some stuff just put hazel back into the thinking mode and waddahell am i doing with all love matters again!hazel!get ya priorities right girl!
so yes!ive decided
IM GONNA BE TRAINING,GONNA BE STUDYING,SPENDING TIME WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS,AND YES!PRACTISE MY PIANOLIKE IT'S THE LOVE OF MY LIFE,SO PRACTISE TILL I DROP!
so random thoughts of someone no more hazel!

okay,i've gotta bathe!will be going to bras basah with jash ta get something done tmr!yay!:D here i go again.....

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first, Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes, And I know, the waiting is all you can do, Sometimes...

replies!
PRISS!
HEY RICH KID!
HAHAH I CANT BELIEVE NO ONE TURN UP FOR TRAINING LARH PLEASE
O WELLS
I LOVE YA HOUSE!WE SHOULD HAVE A SLUMBER PARTY SOME DAY SOON!:D
SPET HOLS!:D
LOVE YA

liting
heya,read the entry (:

RELL!
HEY GIRL
YUPP AM SMILING
(:
LOVE YA!

JULS!
YES!YA HAVENT TAGGED SINCE 92840983209483204 DAYS AGO OKAY!
OHH!WED TUTION OKAY!(:


hazel Y 6:36 PM |


Sunday, August 21, 2005

number of the day:2848
word of the day: BITCH
dislike object of the day:anything potato-ish
mood:F-ING PISSED
mood forecast for tmr:dangerous

i thought my sunday will turn out f-ing smooth and good after coming home from my jog all round gardens,but oh,looks like im wrong,cause sarah just told me something mf-ing ridiculous please and someone's so so gonna get it
like hello ya have a problem with pink and princess like stuff?
well i have a f-ing prob with potato looking stuff damnit
bitch

replies
melia girlfriend
haha yes the more ya do that gu zhen imitation the more ya look like her okay
anyway i got loadsa stuff ta tell you

priss
hey girl, haha im still thinking if i should drop by ya hse later!
hmmm
oh and girl,i hate ya classmate

val
hey girl,hahaha o wells
(jasper!gasp!)


hazel Y 11:04 AM |


Thursday, August 18, 2005

was supposed to show some dumb love quiz i did yesterday when i was at nadine's but something's wrong so i couldnt show it,damn we were real real bored people larh and oh!she was spreading word that i could could actually get along with her supposedly "i cant stand my grand daughter's friends" granny thumboo!:D -proud laughter
haha okay granny actually did something what nadine said was rare-she invited me ta stay for dinner!hahaha see i do get along with old people,how cool
hur hur but o wells,then again second thought not all!there's one old man i cant get along lately!yes you guessed it,my dad!damnit,he came home and i guessed prob from a bad day from work or something and he sorta vented it on me,damnit he jus commented on every move i made okay,and he was muttering some shit i couldnt really hear(but definately something bout me) so irritating!hate it when he's muttering shit okay
o wells,oh!i forgota mention that yesterday sarah gf and dine were at gardens afterschool and we were talking bout rather displeasing issues of certain people in school!haha okay we admit it,we bitched
i could have blogged bout it yesterday night but my comp was lagging big big time and i gave up trying to type eventually and hello programme was being difficult so sorry stranger!i could have post up the picture of my womensecret tote!o,it's going at 39 buckaroos dear (: am not sure if there's anymore left by now cause there was only one left when i last saw it!
anyhows,school yesterday was good good totally craked up laughing at this girl who was a little beyond dorky hahaha!oh god,gf's been making me laugh my ass off imitating her please
haha how mean,hmm cometa think of it!girlfriend kinda have a slight stricking resemblance of that girl!:O
and please i was laughing at her during dumbass cd period again!haha we hadta all sing hymns for tchers day and haha i got really bored and yeahh,people were trying to jump doing those p&w thingy in the hall but the atmosphere wasnt quite right somehow
hmm lessons were okay,and rr was good!:D did 20 mins plus workout in and afterschool!i feel good!:D let's hope this much much really needed willpower doesnt die out on me!
-claps
ohh we had 5 jappo students in school i think,they're so kawaii!hahaha esp 3h's haha had gwen's Harujunku girls playing in my head somehow but it was better than having the triumph advert's lame-o song playing in my head all over again in the morning!sheesh
spent afterschool slacking with jerene and girlfriend!haha we were laughing at really random things and somehow we ended up talking about this really mysterious compassvale(dang) guy that;s cute and he lives near our school!hahaha how nice
and jerene and i did something we didnt often do!haha we were totally unglam okay,cause we got ourselves tang yuan and there wasnt quite any sitting space and so we ended up sitting on the floor!havent quite did that since i was like ermm sec 2....?
moving on moving on it's friday tmr!:O weekends are approaching!:D which isnt really good on second thought cause it'll mean that IM LEFT WITH ONLY ONE MORE WEEK TO MY PRACTICAL EXAMS!:O im so so f-ing doomed please
and ohh ohh ohh i was looking at corrs lyrcis and i reckon their songwriting skills rock big big time!:D cause they hand many many songs that was exactly how am feeling lately!
here's one

"Hopelessly Addicted"
Opened my eyes today
And I knew there's something different
Saw you in a brand new way
Like the clouds had somehow lifted
And if yesterday I heard
Myself saying these words
I would swear it was a lie
I don't know why...,
but suddenly I'm falling(na na na, na na na na na)
Was I so blind...I was loving you all the time
Now I'm hopelessly addicted
Helplessly attracted
I'll make a wish this day
And I'll send it to the heavens
That we will always stay
Entwined like this forever
And though the world may change
Coz nothing stays the same
I know we will survive
I don't know why..., but suddenly
I'm falling(na na na, na na na na na)
Was I so blind...
I was loving you all the time
Now I'm hopelessly addicted
Naturally we actedI don't know why..., but suddenly
I'm falling(na na na, na na na na na)
I was so blind...
I was loving you all the time
And now I'mHopelessly addicted
Helplessly attracted(na na na, na na na na na)
Chemically reacted
I was loving you all the time
Hopelessly addicted
Helplessly attracted
Chemically reacted
Naturally we actedYeah, Ohh...[Fade out]

haha not directing to anybody in particular(haha okay fine!i would be lying my ass off if i said that larh damnit)
anyhows nadine lent me two really really nice books!haha
THE DATING GAME by Natalie Standiford
THE SERIOUS KISS by Mary Hogan
they're pretty typical teenage books
you know the typical shallow kinds where ya got this real nerd girl liking the school's hottest hottie or something
haha yes hazel love such books somehow
anyhows,here's something really really cute i came across in the book!(dating game)

QUIZ:ARE YOU A GEEK?
we suspect that you know who you are.but if there's a question,take this quiz and find out your true geek status.

1.The first thing you do when you wake up in the morning is:
a-Brush ya teeth
b-Check your email
c-Dig into a 3 day old pizza you found under you bed
d- Step on your glasses by accident,then try to fix them with black electrical tape

1.When getting dressed for school, you:
a-Call your friends to see what they're wearing
b-Put on the carefully chosen outfit you laid out the night before
c-Put on the first thing you trip over on the floor
d-Dust off your star Trek costume

3.The first thing people notice about you is:
a-Your bright smile
b-Your fashion sense
c-Your odd haircut
A funny smell

4.Your favourite subject in school is:
a-Gym
b-English
c-Science
d-Math

5.YOur idea of the perfet eveing is:
a-Dinner and a movie with someone cute
b-Hanging out with your friends
c-doing a jigsaw puzzle with your mother
d-You, your computer and a box of Hostess cupcakes

6.when you grow up, you want to be:
a-A movie star
b-A doctor
c-A computer-game inventor
d-Frodo

scoring-mostly as:Geek free
mostly bs:Touch o' geek
mostly cs: Major geek tendencies
mostly ds:total geekosity

hahah phew!im finally done okay!haha it's funny yeah? im geek free!-shakes ass
okay i guess i better go like practise some piano before mum get nagging frenzy
haha
have a blessed friday!:D

OH DOESNT ANYONE KNOW ANY FING PLACE THAT ENGRAVES?! DAMNIT
replies
STRANGER
(read my entry)
sorry yeah

PRISS
HAHA I CANT BELIEVE I COULD MANAGE A FULL SENTENCE IN JAP TODAY PLEASE
haha coolness
and yes
I TOTALLY FELT LIKE GOING YA HSE SOMEHOW LARH
O WELLS
SOON YES?

RELL!
HAHA KIASI!
O WELLS
STUDY GIRL STUDY
-HUGS
LOVE

GF!
IM STRAIGHT!
HAHAHA GU ZHENG MADNESS













hazel Y 8:21 PM |


Monday, August 15, 2005

am currently listening to Garbage's Cherry Lips
woooohoooo,i havent felt this feeling for a long long long time! just got home not long ago from a 45 mins jog around my estate and from stadium!:D (thank you girlfriend for lending me ya stopwatch!):D:D:D:D
i feel good!:D yay!am finally getting back all my much needed willpower and determination!:D hahaha i wanna get back to my 8km routine,hahaha training in the sun's sure tough man,urgh i feel ALIVE!!-shakes ass
haha it's monday,and i was supposed ta be training in school right now,but heck,i bet i've burned more calories doing my jog rather than doing slackish footwork back there i tell you
but pris told me that cna was coming down ta interview my fencing salle
-rolls eyes like wtf,cna prob ran outta stuff ta do la
had monday blues,so school was total shit.gf and all were asking me why was i so moody hahaha!monday blues!(okay,i was pmsing(period?) and urgh someone was irritating me,okay i was irritated with myself maybe jshdakjshdkjhs)
didnt manage to do rr!cause lijun or nadine didnt wanna jog!-growls
o wells! oh!i didnt mention,i saw an eye candy while jogging home!HAHAHA!man,yet another cute neighbour and i took so long to realise it
hahaha and i think im becoming some kinda nerd or something because i did maths,i did english!hahaha in school that is when gf and all werent even touching the worksheet!:D
and haha!if only my mum knew that i practised piano just now okay!:D(okay im doing it only cause im left with KJASLKDJLSKAJDLKAJSLD TWO MORE EFFING WEEKS TO MY GRADE 7 PRATICAL EXAM AND URGH I CANT AFFORD TO FAIL IT PLEASE!)
man,i feel super good now
and was watching mtv while playing piano too hahaha talk bout multi tasking
haha could do it cause ive memorised all my pieces during may :D
and i saw the very very old vid of michelle branch feat santana's the game of love vid
haha game of love,hmmmmm
im sick of it!
from now onwards
all hazel will go is
1.SPEND TIME WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS
2.drink coffeee baby!
3.jog JOG JOG JOG!
4.play piano till i drop
5.STUDY
hahaha that's what a student should behave!hahahha crap
oh!i didnt mention,I MET TIM OKAY!THAT MORON WHOSE PROB SOME 30 PLUS ,THE AKSJDKLJSD F HEAD WHO ASKED ME IF HE COULD BE MY BOYFRIEND WHEN I WAS JOGGING CRAZY BACK IN THE MONTH OF MAY
urgh totally freaked me out okay and he even talked to me
dang -rolls eyes
o wells moving on
i totally feel for angelia,that girl's exp heartbreak sheesh she even broke into tears just now when she met gf and me!felt totally helpless looking at her la : /
oh and rell and co didnt quite do well for their prelims;makes me wonder how i'll be doing if i managed to get into sec 4,prob much much worse than them oh wells!i sure hope they'll all do much much better in their second prelims!(RELL!YOU MUST OKAY!)
yay!i'll be collecting my crown earrings tmr!yay!
had jash's second birthday bash!sweet 6 teen jerene!:D
okay i'll leave ya with the pictures

haha so we were missing amelia Posted by Picasa


haha Posted by Picasa


sweet 6 teen finally Posted by Picasa

haha yes with the present i painstakingly wrapped Posted by Picasa



haha yes with the present i painstakingly wrapped Posted by Picasa


haha sarah!: D the ultimate blur one of jash Posted by Picasa


girlfriend!(: Posted by Picasa


okay whatever,i look effing ugly but IM HAPPY!(: Posted by Picasa


breakfast at nafa's tcc!: D Posted by Picasa


haha jash!we were at bras basah's art fren(spell?) haha playing around! Posted by Picasa


then we cabbed to town and ended up at cine's bistro and here's birthday girl with birthday present!:D Posted by Picasa


haha all my hardwork Posted by Picasa


and so she finally reached the last layer Posted by Picasa


the pres we got her!hahaha am lazy ta explain what's that we got for her la Posted by Picasa


FONDE FUN Posted by Picasa

REPLIES!
RELL!
HEY GIRL!HOPE YA READ WHAT I TYPED!
AM SURE YOU'LL DO BETTER IN YOUR SECOND PRELIMS!
HAHA JUDGING FROM YA HMMM KIASI-NESS
(:
LOVE!

GF!
HAHA HEY GIRL!SORRY FOR THE BAD MOOD YEAH
LOVE YA!

BESTIE!
HOPE YA AINT INTO REALLY DEEP DEEP SHIT FOR SKIPPING CLASS!

PRIS!
HAHA THAT'S ETHAN!
(HAHA HIS DRUMS' LESSONS ARE BEFORE DIMI'S!HAHA)
YES!I'LL DROP BY YA HSE SOON!
OHH AND HOW'S CNA?
HAHAHAHHAA!(:
LOVE!

MEL!
HEY GIRL!
YEAH MAN!TEXT OR CALL ME WHEN YA WANT OKAY!(:
LOVE!

oh oh oh!and one more thing
DOES ANYBODY HAPPEN TA KNOW WHERE TA ENGRAVE STUFF?
CAUSE I NEEDTA GET SOMEBODY'S NAME ENGRAVED ONTO THE DRUMSTICKS!
(urgh i hope he's not reading this)
hahahaha
ANYONE?!


hazel Y 5:02 PM |


Saturday, August 13, 2005

okay if i could be a thing, i'll choose ta be my yellow women'secret tote bag
because
it's becoming more attractive than me(not that im attractive) but yes it's just attractive la,dang im jealous,cause people(including pretty eye candies kjahdkjhsakjdhskjhdad) been staring at my bag!: / and haha even toy r us cashiers asked me where i got my bag and said it's very nice
dang now im jealous

okay that was crap
anyway it's the weeeekkkends baby!:D
was supposed to be out tanning with jen bimb but i realised that i had piano lesson,bummer
damn i sure do miss the beach,urgh!am becoming disgustingly fair i tell you
week's been pretty okay for me,except that i had to cast random thoughts and misses of certain someone,(not that one!but this one!) hahaha looks at girlfriend
and damnit,hazel's come to the point of time that she's so sick of being the nice one and thus yes!she finally decided she should be mean,real mean
watch me growl grrrrr
shit im becoming crappy
but yes!hell with the sticks yadayada
anyway,it's yet another one of jash's sweet6teen!
MISS JERENE THAM SHU WEI,HAPPY SUPER SUPER SUPER UBER SWEET6TEEN GIRL!PLEASE BE EXCITED AND LOOK FORWARD TO SPENDING TMR WITH YA GIRLS!:D
hahaha please im so excited bout tmr! i think we'll gonna ta the zoo!
YAY!
spend the whole of afterschool yest shopping for jerene's present!:D and i love the gift damnit and i dont feel like giving it to her hurhur
and i totally dread wrapping the present!hafta wrap it with thousand layers of newspaper cause gf said so dang
oh!and i forgot to mention bout the two dumb dreams i had okay,it's amazing i could remember them
i dream that glenn ong and jamie yeo were sitting a seat infront of me in this unearthly squeezy bus i tell you,hahah and then it all moved on to the next dream i dream of oats grinning and best, brushing her teeth while facing this wall filled with "did you know?" posters in school!dang super dumb la
okay and hazel got pretty freaked out yesterday by a certain someone!URGH and gf just refused to help me do something mean to certain someone URGH
okay nuff with blogging nothing interesting's happening anyway
blessed weekends to all

OH!AND YES!YANGGGGGGGG!
I AM SO FING PROUD OF YOU GIRL, CONGRATS ON THE A1 YA GOT FOR CHINESE!:O YOU AMAZE ME,REALLY
(AND I SEE AC/SA'S DOORS OPENING FOR YOU!TEEHEEEEE!)

REPLIES!
PRISS!
HEY GIRL!TMR? NAHH I CANT!WILL BE OUT CELEBRATING!:D
YAY YAY YAY!
YES I WANNA GO YA HSE!HAHAHA:D IT'S AT EC SOMEMORE
WOO WEEE
LOVE!

CHRIS
HELLO BESTIE
SO YOU SUDDENLY DECIDE TO PUBLICISE YA SURVEY THING IN YOUR BESTIE'S BLOG LARH?
HAHA KIDDING ANYWAY I TOOK IT ALREADY
(:
(WE WERE SUPPOSED TO EAT BFAST TOG TODAY!)

BESTFRIEND!
HEY GIRL!(: HOPE YA OKAY WITH YA CL RESULTS!
IF YOU ARENT,DONT FRET!CAN ALWAYS TAKE IT AGAIN!
-HUGS
NAHH I DONT WANT A HAMSTER ANYMORE,I GUESS
HOW'S LOVE?
HAHAHA(;
MUACKSSS!
:P

RELL!
HAHAHA YOU AMAZE ME!


hazel Y 9:11 AM |


Thursday, August 11, 2005


in loving memory of my dearly beloved hamster,Hammie Posted by Picasa

o wells,he passed away at the same spot(i dont know why the coincidence but yeah) the day before yesterday :/ my first pet! damnit,hafta admit i kinda neglected ham quite a bit, and i miss him :/
dont think i'll ever get any pet anymore :(
anyway,it's thursday already,a really wet one,rained practically the whole day and i just realised today's a special day for some people, damnit and i dont know why am i feeling rather down when it's none of my business
okay moving on,am listening to Orange Range,hahaha can u believe it!hazel's actually listening to a non english song haha it's actually a song track of this really really awesome show,"Be with you" it's some jap movie,go find the vcd if ya guys can!it's really sweet,i even cried when the female lead hadta leave
did nothing much in school today just that my friends were pretty amazed with my bag,hahaha and that fake phone i put there,hahaha!which was actually the ndp torch thing
and oh,i finally increased my rounds!:D 16!woohoo
went coffeebean after school with sarah and jerene came later,hahah and on the way home i was being a meanie cause i rejeted someone
and oh oh oh i saw my neighbour and boy,i didnt know he's so cute!hahaha o sheesh it took me so long to actually notice him properly
anyway it's friday tmr and yes!weekends baby!man this week passed pretty fast and i cant believe something amazing that really made my heart go thump took place a week ago,but -shudders all's gone
towning tmr with girlfriend for jer's sweet6teen gift!:D

im moving on
but oh wells does it really matter?

REPLIES!
PRISS!
HEY GIRL!HAHAH IT'S NO BULLSHIT PLEASE
SOMETHING WAS WRONG WITH MY HTMLS!HAHAHA(: ANYWAY I WANNA GO YA HSE ONE DAY!ALLY MADE IT SOUND SO NICE!(:
AND YOUR DIE ALONE WITH CATS SHIT'S REALLY BULL LARH
BUT IT'S FUNNY NONETHELESS
(: LOVE

OHH I DONT THINK IM GOING ON SUNDAY

MELIA!
HEY GIRLFRIEND!
(: I LOVE YOU TOO!VERY VERY MUCH!

RELL!
TMR'S YA RESULTS!:O TELL ME BOUT IT OKAYE?
WAIT TILL AFTER OS?
SHEESH THAT;S LIKE A FEW MORE MTHS LATER!
WTH!
CYA TMR!LOVE!


hazel Y 5:39 PM |


Monday, August 08, 2005

am currently listening to aqualung's Good times are gonna come;super monotonic
just got home not too long ago,did my daily toning muscles excerises for a short while before my shower!and urghh feels damn good to be sitting down now,my legs are totally breaking i tell you
today's a relaly really special day!IT'S AMELIA KUIK SHI YIN'S SUPER SUPER SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY!(: JASH VERY FIRST BIRTHDAY BASH!(: and even though i had random thoughts of someone throughout the day,i didnt let it really affect the day's mood!(x
hahahaha okay so we went to school in uniforms!(:
first shot of the day

she was trying to hide her face lol Posted by Picasa
hahaha and so yes

haha jerene sarah and me made her wear that badge for the day!(: Posted by Picasa
and that silly girl kept blocking the badge!oh please!the badge's so frikkin cute alright
and then we all made history and sang the national athem out loud for the first time in 29183290840932843 years!and oh!we said the pledge too
hahaha!

haha okay i look weird here!JASH!<3 Posted by Picasa
and we had dumb activities in school
including the fashion parade shit

contestants of the dumbass ndp fashion parade thingy Posted by Picasa
then we had some funfair thingy going on in the canteen
and we made gf open her the present we faked!hahhaa it's fake cause it wasnt what we gotten her,we made up some old bear for her to disappoint her

haha so it's the birthday girl with her fake teddy hahahaha! Posted by Picasa
i reckoned she tried to look happy there okay
then teachers like mr chan went crazy,tried to attract buyers

hmmm,that's mr chan,we made him turn and took a total shaky candid shot Posted by Picasa
and then sfter school we all went home to change and i met the rest later cause i wenta collect the cookie we ordered from mrs fields and yes!look!

hahahahah that's MR GRIFF! some resemblance aye? Posted by Picasahaha gf laughed her ass off when she saw it!(:even the people at mrs fields' were sniggering at it when i collected it
we dined at spaggedies then and woahh the food was good,(fats!) but o wells
smoked salmon pizza rocked

CARBO FEAST  Posted by Picasa
the banana milkshake was super milky!urghhhhh
(fats!)

haha i dont know wth were we doing please Posted by Picasa
then we wanted to take neoprints tog but urgh!town was filled with red or white students every where and we decided to give it a miss
and went hysterical when we were at taka cause there was the 8th toys sale thing going on
woah!everything was so so cheap there!
and we got ourselves(the four of us jash!) a bratz thingy!hahaha it's uber uber cool!we can send messages to each other and all and play games!(:
hahaha!

there!cute aye? nbsp;Posted by Picasa

hahaha then me and jerene was playing around with kiddos over that helium disc liked thing!super fun!
then ohh after that me and sarah went over to jer's to get the red heart balloons pumped for melia and hahaha!we spent quite a while there cause me and sarah were binge-ing on ben&jerrys and milo and oh!i cant believe i tried tarots okay
but o wells
wanted to find out if there was any change between me and that certain someone
but o no,things werent looking up for us
damned
okay moving on then we went down to melia's for her bbq!hahhaa binge binge binged again!i tell you i feel super fat today larh but o wells!FOR GIRLFRIEND'S SAKE(:
o wells!america's next top model has started!goodbye!

o it's the 9th tmr,urgh!when will i forget dates like the 9th
lighter note!jash might be having a sleepover at my place!: D

REPLIES!
GIRLFRIEND!
HEY DARLING!HOPE YA HAD A SWELL TIME TODAY YEAH!
JSH LOVES YA SO MUCH!
(:

PRISS!
HEY GIRL!
HAHAH NVM BOUT ME,IT'LL ALL PAST
I GUESS
IM FINE!REALLY,AND DONT ASK WHAT HAPPENED OKAY?
CAUSE ACTUALLY IT WAS CAUSE NOTHING'S HAPPENING THAT;S WHY IM UPSET
HAHHAA WTF AM I TLAKING BOUT
LOVE

OATS
HAHAH U LOST THE BET!YOU OWE JASH 6 BUCKS I THINK
ANW I WANTED TO DYE RED,BUT OF CAUSE NVM LARH!HAHAHA I DONT BREAK RULES RMB?(:

ohh one last
i'll fall in love with anyone who produces a bouquet of roses like these for me

aww sweetnbsp;Posted by Picasa


freshmaker
Tan Siaw Kern Hazel
Roxanne
3rd June 1989,gemini


adores
colour red
coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
jash(:
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